Graduating soon

FYP day

Haluuu!

It's been a while since my last post when I was having mentally breakdown. Ahha.. Time flies fast and I've made my decision (by His Will). 

Oh btw I've decided to further my master in Fukui University(my current uni now which I turned down before ahha). Biasalah, masa tu otak tengah serabut and I can't think straight so I had long midnight chit-chat with a friend so dia slow talk sebelum aku buat rash decision nak turn down the scholarship. tsk tsk.

Nak pendekkan cerita, (yea well after I get through all the rintangan - permission oni utk next entrance exam, fight utk tukar kenkyu, seminggu test pasal networking, seminggu getting ready utk exam math dan presentation pasal research planning + current research yang dia rahsiakan until I get over with my network test and yada yada tu) ...I've settled my entrance exam yesterday. *Hooray*

bersengkang mata utk exam

Ok enough untuk sembang pasal this stupid juken(entrance exam) for master.

*inhale*

*exhale*

I'll be graduating soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALHAMDULILLAH!!

Ok sangat excited sorry. Sebab member2 semua dah kerja dah kawin bagai orang baru nak sibuk cari baju nak pakai masa graduate untuk degree ni.

Seronoknya kami satu batch KTJ02 kat fukuikuikui ni dapat sotsu(graduate) sama2. rasa macam baru semalam kami budak hingusan daftar masuk intec sama2. (eh tipulah 7 tahun lama gilaa kot!)

pakai suits nak bergambar je patu cabut lari dari entrance ceremony nih

Banyak rupanya rintangan halangan ujian untuk segulung ijazah. Eh
Sama2 membebel xdapat amik kelas dai5 bunya, gelakkan english sensei kat depan(adik2 jangan ikut tau), gaduh sikit2, macam2 lah.
tahun mula2 orang dok kutuk kami ashik gi mana2 nak sama-sama bukan nak ajak orang lain pun. tahun pastu orang dok kutuk kami...eh xyah cakaplah. ehem kbai

walau banyak ragam sekalipun, diorang ni jugak lah banyak push aku to who I became now. eh
dah tengok orang mengalir airmata darah, layan orang buat perangai, tadah telinga tadah tisu masa orang tengah down, sakat sana sini,... pasni dah tak jumpa memasing bye bye semua sob sob *sembur hingus*

konon sambut bday

ni baru batch ktj. budak2 AAJ, budak2 YPM, semua nak grad dah. nasib baik budak YPM semua ada lagi sambung master skali.

gegurls budak batch msian fukui

aaj *xcukup sorang lagi*

selamat maju jaya lah masing2. moga2 aku pun lulus entrance exam ni utk sambung masters for another 2 years lagi. dah tua rupanya. nak habiskan degree pun terbatuk2. hati, tabahlah!

bersengkang mata siaplan thesis

dah berbelas tahun membesar dengan kawan2, jauh dari family. for me graduate ceremony is a very important moment dalam timeline hidup sebab Tuhan tahu betapa dahsyatnya orang dah merembes meleleh air mata darah bagai ni.
memang la aku cakap xpenting pun sangat, setakat pakai baju lawa nak grad apalah sangat. tapi dalam hati nak sangat ada family member yang datang utk tengok kita walaupun it's just a ceremony. tapi padan muka sapa suruh kau duduk oversea belajar jauh2. kan. haha

thanks to kLiza and along yang carikkan tiket semua orang before first time fly nihon

Looking forward to new chapter of my life pasni.
#biggirlsdontcrybutidontcareanyway

Dear beloved February

I'm halfway to 50 today yet no matter how I hate the fact that I'm getting older and older, I still love my 15 February.

Dear 15 February. since I came to Japan, there are lots of unexpected things happen every year and I never didnt cry by myself when I'm alone on this favorite day. Don'T misunderstood this, but I cried just to soothe myself for being lonely. eh lonelynya. k just kidding.

When I was in Kosen 3rd year, I had influenza and everyone else was having their exams. During my 4th year, It was our last day of final exam and after that I dragged my friends to celebrate my birthday in  a restaurant. 5th year pulak, I was planning to go to Nagaoka to meet friends and celebrate, but UNFORTUNATELY it was snowing on that day, and all the trains stopped. Off I went back to hostel and ordered pizza. My juniors kindly chia me at a restaurant the next day, though. Haha.

In Kisarazu, we had this aktiviti turun-temurun to celebrate our birthday. So the night before somebody's bday, we will bake cake together, and buy presents, and at sharp 12 oclock midnight, we'll light up the candles and go to the bday girl'S room. Probably it was the reason why I started to like baking.

Ok so. This year's February is a very tough and hectic month. I have to finish my report, doing simulations, thesis, prepared for FYP, burn the midnight oil at lab, getting crazy, didnt have time to sleep or eat properly, and on top of that, studying for my entrance exam to toyohashi university. I'm sure gonna treat myself when I settled everything. ZETTAI. konon cam nak treat myself makan at fancy restaurant ke, icecream ala-ala chicken delight pny eskim ke, cake ala-ala secret recipe ke.. dating ngan crush ke. eh

so ieba, I havent think of any present to give to kak liza or for myself. tak tahu nak apa sebab lately bizi takcukup tido tak cukup makan. btw esok FYP. I am being manja for not getting ready yet for this evening's final pre-presentation and my university result akan keluar this friday. Allah cuaknye Kau je tahuuuu

I havent't think for any 'my new year resolution' yet. nanti lah fikir. at least lepas dah habis happyo besok sebab aku happyo pukul 110 petang. so, toodles!

menunggu turn nak present kat sensei pukul 1130 malam semalam.